oh yeah, about that.

Well, it is time for another update. I wish I had time to write a post everyday, but that just does not happen. A lot of feelings and emotions have been in the air lately, and its time to talk about them. Firstly, I have made the decision to drop school. I thought I would be able to handle it all, but I think that school is just not the right path for me right now. I think I need to figure out what I want from this life before putting more effort into one path. I will continue at B&N and CJs, through the holidays, but then I am going to venture and see what other possibilities and opportunities I can come across. I will never quit a job until something else is secure, but I know that I cannot be in retail forever. Although people have been telling me frequently that I am very good at what I do, it is not exactly what I love. I also want to point out that I am still going through a huge transition time in my life and I really need to get settled before taking on so much again. I figured with all the new changes, why not add to it, but that was the wrong approach 100%.
I have no idea where my life will lead me, but I am hoping good things. I also think that with me being young, I need to enjoy life and not kill myself with overdoing it with so many things at once. With that in mind, I have hobbies that I am going to start up. Such as sewing. I took a few things from moms so that I can start sewing more. Like patterns, thread, accessories, etc. So I am excited to start that. I might start cross stitching again too, but we will see. I also would like to do more crafty things, but I am not sure about that part. I would also like to start reading lots more. So, if I can focus on those, and finding things that I enjoy, I think I will be much happier. We will see, again.
I also really need to figure something out with money, because I will have to start paying back loans soon, and I am not sure how I will so that with little income. I also need to get more care some more love. Such as cosmetic prettiness and maybe internal work as well. Again, we will see.
Not much else going on, I think those are the big things that needed to be talked about.
Tonight I am going to clean up a little and then relax. For once.
Peace.