Boxes, Wine and Email

Hello everyone.
I am not sure if you really want to continue reading this blog. It is really emotional and I am sure your jaw will drop at some point during this blog. I am not trying to advertise this at all, but it is on my mind and I cannot focus and I am at utter loss currently.
This week really took a flip on me yesterday morning. I was getting ready and I always multi task and read emails while getting ready. I opened my yahoo mail and one email from my mother. I sat down and read it. I then read it again not believing what I just read. And then I just sat there. Two or three seconds pass and I burst into tears. Nobody died. Nobody is pregnant. Nobody has a deathly disease. Everybody is fine... Kind of.
The message from my mother stated that I have hurt her like no one else ever had in her life. She mentioned that my brothers do not want to be around me anymore either. She then stated that after Thursday when I get my things that she does not want me in her life anymore. Until I grow up.
For a lot of people this is shocking because I have been there 24/7 for my mother when she was sick, not feeling well, unable to make bills, unable to provide food. That is when I was there. I worked hard to help feed the family, and pay some bills; I have dealt with bankruptcy with her, I have been there whenever she needs me. I am not sure where this message came from. But it hit hard. It is still hitting hard for me.
I must also add that she will not respond my emails or text messages. She apparently is honest about this.
Okay, catching up to today... I have not heard from her still. I am going there tomorrow afternoon and I will be packing up everything and loading as much as I possibly can into my car and then heading to my apartment. I will also be purchasing a bottle of wine for my Thursday evening because I am sure I will need it.
I am still trying to figure out where this came from, why this is happening and how long this will last. Again, this is shocking to me, but I now do not talk to my mother, father, aunts or brothers... it is like I did something wrong and they all hate me. I was told that friends will come and go, but family will always be there. Well, that is being proven wrong because my family is gone but my friends are right by my side. Hmmm.
That is all for this post.
Peace.