hIgH iN tHe cLoUdS

So I am feeling a little better today and I was reminded multiple times today that the end of this year is like super close... 3 weeks of classes (which is not much at all) and then finals, but who cares about that :P
Anyways, I realized (again, another AHA moment) that I am graduating COLLEGE. I always dreamed of it, but never thought I would be smart enough or anything to accomplish it. I always wanted the best for myself, duhh but through the challenges that college has made me face, I am so proud that I have done it. I have done it (almost) and none the less.... WITH HONORS! (well kind of.) To explain that KIND OF comment: I received an email from my Honors advisor saying that I am qualified to be a Waldorf Scholar (graduate with honors) and have completed all of the courses. BUT my GPA is a little low. To be officially qualified, I need a 3.5 (Which I had for the longest time, but this semester is killing me) and currently I have a 3.38. This is not close enough. She said I need to get much closer to 3.5 or higher to be considered. She then asked me about where I stand and if I will be able to make that goal. I am feeling if-y because my classes are super tough but I think I can either get it or at least be super close to it! The funny thing is, I already put on my invitiations (that have been sent out) that I am graduating with Honors, so come the ceremony when I dont get that, and my family and friends will be like... WHAT? lmao, so I hope I can get that.
Another thing that I wanted to mention was beyond college accomplishments, I have other accomplishments in my life that I am so proud of and I feel that those make me who I am. I have battled a lot and worked hard for so long and I do not regret most things, but instead I am using those to the positive effect of that experiences and accomplishments make me who I am. That is a good feeling to turn something that is possibly negative and depressing but then saying that you learned from it to be a better person from it and you grow from your own life. I hope that is not too deep for you :P ahaha
I am not going to list out accomplishments, but I just wanted to share this HIGH that I am feeling about my life. I know there will be challenges in the near future with finding a job and entering the real world and being an adult, but I think that my maturity will help me lead through it just fine. Although I am sure there are some people that wish I could be a baby forever, I am not. I am a growing woman who is living her life for her and only her. And by-golly, I am loving my life!
Anyways, I need to finish eating my lunch and get ready for my next class, woot? NOT. (religion classes are icky)
Peace my friends!