urks and lurks

I am currently in a bad mood. I am not really sure why this bad mood is lastly like 3 days, but it is. I just do not have the patience for anything and have burst into tears over the stupidest things. Its not saddness, it is just pure anger and short temper lately. I know some of the instigating events that set if off, but I usually can cool down after a little while. Not this time! I feel like my blood is boiling and it won't stop. I have to go to work soon, and I am going to try to be in a good mood, but it is really hard. At work, I find a lot of annoying people that come in, and I am really really scared that I might snap on some stranger that does something annoying (like popping gum, playing music too loud, or even looks at me wrong)... Its just one of those moods (THAT WONT END). 
I think one major thing is that I am just so stressed about getting that library director job. I really want that job, I want A JOB. but after my interview, I just feel that the board of directors was stuck up and nothing impresses them. I am still anxious to be out of here and done with school, but ehhh, 18 days of classes after today and then 4 days of finals. I sure hope I can manage. I am sure I can, its just getting super old. I hope that maybe if I can finish homework and maybe get ahead on some papers, I would be in a better mood. But we will just see about that. It probably does not help that I stayed in Ankeny last night <3 and woke up at 4am this morning and drove back this morning. but I feel like I should be in a great mood, but when something URKS me, I am just going overboard. I am sure that I sound like a maniac right now and you are all questioning my morals. I wont do anything too stupid. I hope. Alright, getting ready for work now....
Peace.