"I'll Be" there when you have a "Bad Day"

I will not be posting this to FB, so if you find this... hi.
I have been staring at the ceiling for the last 30 minutes, literally not doing anything. I then burst into tears. I have no idea why. I think it is a mixture of missing bf, wanting to be done, having so much bullshit homework (like editing a paper for 50th time that doesnt need it) and also unknowing of the future... just pointless tears? I dont know. I am just ready for the next stage, and I have no idea how people could do 4 or more years living in a dorm and attending school full time because I am worn out of going to classes and not making money. I actually look forward going to work... because I know that when I leave, I do not have to make a presentation or write a paper... I cannot wait for that. I know that some jobs you have to take home your work, but that is not the same as writing a 20-some page paper.
I am listening to my pandora and it apparently is reading my mind... it played "I'll Be" when I was thinking of Grant and now its playing "Bad Day" when I think about my rough days here. good job Pandora radio. lol!! anyways, I am excited for this summer, my summer classes should be okay. and if I can get a full time job, I should be good. I also have plans to hangout with friends and just live life. I really cannot wait. Moving in with Grant and just going to live my life.
Also, I am officially going to Chicago.
The library job is still up for discussion; they have not made a decision, so still waiting for that.
C&B at the mall is willing to work with me for hours; as many or less as I want, thankfully.
My car is an epic fail and I hate it.
I am still awaiting on the Grad School thing.

Peace.